for starters. what I was saying on the front page about the government and twitter was just a joke. I don't fear the government. I just don't like following fads and I felt like making joke at the fact that the government documents all twitters
this isn't a little fear. it's a giant one. much like a phobia,
the fact that all I know to be true, including gravity. could be verbally persuaded wrong, even though they are true.
with the power of words and persuasion anyone can be made to believe something that isn't true.
Example. I took a left turn onto a road. my exwife was in the car with me. that same night I told her I took a right on the corner. and she believed me.
the point is. we believe what we want to believe. and people can convince us we want to believe things.
that freaks me out like nothing else.
also this video I'll edit in later
the info from the video mixed
mixed with the power of manipulations and persuasions.
nothing freaks me out more. every other fear in life seems trivial to me. making me seem fearless.