kyoo wrote:
then again.... I have mental disorders, so anyone can just pass off anything I say as BS

No, I've tried to rationalize in similar mannerisms.
The problem is that my imagination takes over my rationality.
And it's an odd thing that sets off the fear. I can play Resident Evil with no problem, but
a video like this will set off my fear like crazy (yes, I know, it's odd). Really, I think it's just my paranoia getting the better of me.
One thing I will say, though, is that I'm not afraid of being soulless.
My fear of the undead comes from the undead themselves.
I don't want to be eaten. D:
Then again, taking this realistically, it's highly unlikely the undead would eat, per say, but...
Well, that's a discussion for another time.
All you need to know is that I have a fear of zeds that comes and goes.
For a while, the fear was completely gone, but the video I posted above completely set me off into my paranoia and the fear came back. Walking Dead calmed it. All is good.